Is my life an Act....?

You know, I am 24 years old and it bothers me that I have no career started or career almost finished. People think I just want to float through life, riding on other peoples boats and using their life raft...thats soo far from the truth. At least not anymore. After and during my first marriage, i wanted to be taken care of while to took care of the house. But you know, men think that because they leave the nest and arrive home to the nest after long hours away from the nest, they work harder then all stay at home moms, unless she cares for 10 children all day! Back when women were looked upon with a frown when they decided we should be equal with men, the men expected their wives to be home, house perfect and smelling good and children already off to bed with a full stomach. Even though times have changed, it should be okay for a woman's dream is to stay at home and take care. It should be okay. When you have kids, they are a job within themselves. They are actually worse than being a full time secretary! They are a constant work. Especially being a pregnant stay at home mom...LORD. Like now, all i wanna do is relax, clean and cook my family a nice meal for dinner. No interruptions, no crying or whining. I would at least like a full day to myself. I don't think thats asking for too much at all. And what I think is funny is my husband complaining about how he should have a day or two for himself, by himself. Its a given that he might feel that way but damn, can i go first! Haha...I mean, he's gone all day, no crying or whining...nothing. I could understand that you want come home to peace, which 50% of the time he does....but i want to scream " Damnit, What about me!"

I need a month to be massaged and pampered and alone, with a model size of his penis, so i can have him whenever i want. I keep reminding him that we are a team and we should have each others back no matter what. PERIOD.